February 2012
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One Step At A Time
Yes!!
managed to
do the dishes
make a phone call to set up an appointment to follow up on my appendectomy
also did laundry yesterday. huzzah.
seriously…. normal people think, “that’s it? why are you so proud about that? that’s normal daily stuff that people do everyday…”
well yeah, but for me, it’s a huge accomplishment cos when i’m down like...
I'd Take The Smell Of Cigarettes And A Drunkard...
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Third day I have gone without a shower. Can you...
Iran court convicts Christian pastor convert to... →
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Please pray for Pastor Nadarkhani and his family.
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One Step At A Time
ok. today:
step out of the house
meet teacher advisor
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ok. when i get agitated like i am now, i try to set myself to getting something done, no matter how small. cos it may be trivial to most people, but it feels like a satisfying accomplishment to me.
you see, the thing about these phases is, they have me feeling incredibly overwhelmed and unable to do anything. i would feel afraid to turn on the tv, run a short errand, walk out of the house,...
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anxiety with no reason
feeling anxious and scared for no apparent reason. mildly hyperventilating. feel the need to fidget vigorously.
i hesitate to post posts like this about how i feel in real time cos they tend to make friends and family, if they read this, worry, when in fact there’s actually nothing to worry about. so i usually just communicate when i’m normal and dis-communicate when i’m worked...
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Discharged :D
got out of the hospital around noon today. yay.
stitches hurt. ouch. can’t move around much.
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I don't mind appendicitis
I don’t mind appendicitis. I don’t mind the hospital stay. I don’t mind a hospital band. I don’t mind an IV drip. I don’t mind the pain. I don’t mind seeing my blood extracted for testing.
I do, however, mind not being able to eat or drink anything but ice chips for 6 to 8 hours before surgery.
Grrr…
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i need kawaii...
kind of depressed cos i feel deprived of cute things that are back home in my room… in malaysia:
my hoodies: spongebob hoodie, cat hoodie
my bags: cat bag, totoro bag
my socks
my stationery
my notebooks/journals
my soft toys
my stamps
my pouches
my tin boxes
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January 2012
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